Jackson ; x33PriNcE

It's a new start for me (:

2011-04-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys !
Woah~ So long ever since i last posted (:
I got rid of everyone that gave me stress.
NOW I'M REALLY STRESS FREE EH! :D
Now needa study more le larh ! hahahahahaha (:
Misunderstanding and many things occurred (:
Now i know how much people trust me :D
But nvm uh ! Friends wun be there for you forever (:
Strive to look for those who's willing to care for you forever !
After today , dunno when can update again bah ?
Cause i really seldom use computer lerh!
So many things has happened (:
I dun wish to share it here .
PRIVACY LARH ! hahahahahaha (:
I'm loving my life more and more.
SO interesting :D
I learnt to look at things on the BRIGHTER SIDE !
Burn you noobs (:
Anyway , there's a basketball game at 178 every Saturday
from 7 - 10 am (: Feel free to join me alrights ?
Give me a text is possible !
Off now ! (:

Haix...

2011-03-20T11:08:00.003+08:00

My time has been greatly reduced again...
This time is serious .
It not only affects me okay D:
I'm so tired of everything...
So stressed up nowadays .
Gimme back that hyper Jackson can ):
I dun have time for a lot of things i wish to do ,
Things i wish to have ...
This time , i'm really going emo ._.
Fucked up .

Last December ; My fairytale (:

2011-03-10T21:58:00.006+08:00

Am i so boring? >.<''
I believe i am not? :X
Had so much fun in the class with my awesome classmates :P
So stupid too! :X

Anyway,
It's time to change as everything chances (:
I'm not gonna lag behind like i used to.

HEY! I'm Tan Jackson (:
The one you've never seen before :P
This is me. Like it , or not !
By all means (:
I'm not gonna change for you.
Cause i dun wanna be taken granted :D

Heyyou! It's up to you to catch up with me.
I'm speeding against time !
HAHAHA !

If you don't reply me ,
how am i to text you? O.O

You won't notice i need you (:
Because i don't even talk to you :X

You've just wasted one second of your life !
Provided you're sad just one second ago :P

You will never understand .
I'm just here ; yet you don't see me
:D

I'm all alone .

2011-02-27T19:54:00.010+08:00

Went back for my hair cut!
Mum was sure my hairstyle isn't acceptable.
She scolded the hell out of me. Said i look like a Beng .
Now with my new hairstyle. Short and sweet. LOL!
Cooling sia. High Slopes ; Short .
Back to Sec 1 & 2 memories (:
Didn't wish to care bout hairstyles anymore.
This will most likely be my hairstyle for quite a long time bah?
SHORT! hehehe (:

Recently... Many things happened. What can i say?
ahhahas (: Am i important? Does anyone need me?
I'm getting tired each and everyday. Homeworks? Friendships?
Bestfriendship? Everything..Seriously, EVERYTHING.
I'm taking a break. I dun wanna loose anyone.
I hate the feeling of being one-sided.
I dun wanna live a life one-sided...

MENGENN Er Ge! Where have you been ):
What happened already!?
I WANT YOU BACK LARHH D:

Bestie...many things happened between us .
Can't we be pure besties? I totally dunno what's happening .
Your blog. everything. I read and i was like " ? "
I'm not updated about you at all..
Is this wat we are? haix...

Mummy , You are great. It was son that failed.
I wanted you to be close with me.
but you seem to suspect me.
I know i suck in expressing myself.
But wat can i do ...
words seemed easier to express myself.
But i suck at it too.
I wan to share with you everything about me.
I wan to hear and listen to your anger and stuffs.
I wanna talk to you on phone like we used to.
I love receiving text telling me you had a good chat with me.
Text which shows you really appreciate me for who i am...
But it has been so long... not having any msgs like this..
I'm tired. Schoolwork and troubles are coming after me..
Give me time to settle myself. and i will be back to your good son.
Mummy, dun leave me. Please. I need you ):

Haix.

I felt that i'm just a useless tiger ,
I made your life miserable.
I found all sorts of excuses.
I tried many ways to get out.
My chance was here. Of course i would take it.
I seriously need a break.
I'm sorry i made you dislike me so much.
I dun feel good either... I hate it.
I'm tired of feeling one-sided.
I'm tired of feeling myself being over-concerned ; Extra .
when you dun even give a dam .
you might think i'm expecting too much.
actually i didn't. i just need a bestfriend feeling.
Perhaps it was me that doesn't know how to appreciate.
then let me be. i'm that stubborn one.
I didn't feel you change at all. Seriously.
Perhaps watever i do were just extras.
You dun need me bah?
The reason why i'm trying to disappear is because..
I felt me bringing misery to your life.
Perhaps i'm another him.
His birthday is just 2 days before mine.
Perhaps both of us are the same kind? Lol...
I dun wanna give you misery.
And since i can't bring happiness to you ,
I chose to disappear..
But it wasn't easy you know...
Now that you found someone you need ,
i guess it's time for me to seriously fuck off lerh bah? (;
I dun have the power to recover everything back to normal already..
I have done all i can. I was madly happy during the whole of December.
With you around (: I know you wun be there for me forever . (:
I need to adapt sooner or later.
I'm weak. Freaking weak. I'm holding on my tears as i typed.
You're really very important to me. That's wat i can say.
I need time to put down everything bah .
I said i will be here for you . I mean it .
You can come to me when you need me. But i doubt so already.
I would keep my words . my promises .
Forgive me for being so retarded.
As i said . This is me .
I thought... The days in december.
That he was no longer in your mind..
And i could go back to last time where we were the happy little ones.
I was the one who was lagging behind time .
The one who retardedly thought that nth would change.
It fact, EVERY SINGLE THING ON EARTH CHANGED.
A year. It changes everything.
I was myself like who i am when i was sec 2 and you were 1.
You could accept me the other time. And not this time.
It was fate ? perhaps we shouldn't even be so close.
Thanks for all the memories you gave me when we were young.
I thank you for the last december. I wouldn't be so happy without you then (:
I thank you for telling me so many things about you.
I shall keep this memories in me . at least they were so wonderful (:
We weren't stead. I didn't love you at all. You tot i did.
I just wish to get back to last time. As fast as possible.
I wish to have you back like last time.
Until i realise.
" Jackson Tan , Forget it. It's impossible "
Move on boy . It's a different time now.
It's time to Wake up.

Afternoon people! :D

2011-02-26T13:50:00.003+08:00

I just went to cut my hair ! x.x
omg. I cut overlap ehh!
Just trying out the hairstyle (:
I really hope it is acceptable in school (:
Very cooling sia :D Cos behind is overlap.
WHICH MEANS GOT SLOPE. HAHAHAHAHA :D

Well,recently...Everything is rapidly changing.
I dunno whether it is good or bad.
I shall just wait and see if anything good would happen :D
I believed being optimistic is the best medicine already :P
Lessons everyday till 5.10 , my god! hahhahaas.
Wish me luck! I'm going for badminton on monday! :D
I guess :X

It doesn't matter who, when, or where...
You can always use a hug.
- Hope Floats

This is me .

2011-02-19T11:10:00.005+08:00

I'm back posting again! After so long (:
Thankyou OINKOINK !
For making such a beautiful blog for me! :D
I LOVE IT OKAY!! hehe :D
New year was nice! I loved it (:
Bought new stuffs! :D
Bag,Vest,Specs,earpiece and stuffs!
ROARRR! :D
Going to collect my specs tml (:
New look , new bag! OFF TO SCHOOL!
hahahahas (:
My life rocks!
Learn to look at things in the bright side (:
It makes your life easier !

Mummy :
Maybe you just dislike me bah?
I hope you wun continue to pick on her...
Our Mummy-Son relationship is going to end if this continues..
Can we not have such topics in future?
Do i really need to choose one?
I feel so restricted making my own friends..
I dun like it ): i hope you understand...
I need you ; but it doesn't mean i dun need others.
Everybody needs friends. And friends are nvr too much.
Just the true ones...
Son is always so not updated about you.
And you're always so not updated about me.
We didn't have time for one another,
and we came about misunderstanding each other,
disappointing one another...
I hate this feeling D:
Can we be Mummy-Son without all these troubles?
We dun talk about things that make us feel bad...
can we? I still wish to share things with you.
And different from now...
We're always having conflicts...

New Year's Eve

2011-02-02T22:15:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :D
JACKSON USE HIS COMPUTER LERH EH! HAHAHAHAS.
Happy Chinese new year everyone (:
Hmmm...Personal thoughts and quotes for today? :D

Have really been busy and stressed up nowadays (:
Where's the stress-free Jackson?
Hahaha (: he's still around larh.
Just that. It might be rare chance to see?
Brothers are all busy , and stressed too!
Problems, Troubles, there's not enough time to share all,
so sometimes, blog might be a good way to express it? hahaha (:

I realise, at points of time, i may not have anyone to turn to,
any close friends who i can rely on.
I'm independent! That's a good sign.
But i have to rely on somebody once in a while right?
I dunno? hehe :D

Sometimes, the person is just right infront of you,
yet you never notice.
perhaps you already took granted of that person,
he/she may just be so sad/heartpain,
to see you in fake smiles, like you needed someone beside you.
but he/she couldn't do anything, no matter what he/she does,
it's just not enough...
你想要的,我却不能够给你我全部,
我能给的,却又不是你想要拥有的...

I'll wait for you
As long as I have to
Just say you love me
And come back to me
I'll be listening for you
To knock on my door
You're the one I'll be waiting for
I'll be missing you

Sometimes, it's just that people dun feel it (:
Caring,love and everything else might not always be visible .
Some are difficult to even sense it.
Being emotional could not solve things.
People would come around, looking at you.
"EMO!" that's wat they will say (:
Well well, in my life,
my word is , "HAPPY!"
hhaahhaa (:

I find that i'm quite alike to this quote below!
I think? HEHEHE :D
Anyway, it's really meaningful :D

You never lose
by loving,
you only lose
by holding back.

What will i be if everything happens?
Things would never stay the same...
Everything changes with time.
What can i do?
Things that i dun wish for might just come true,
and we have to change with time!
Those who stays in the past, laid back,
would eventually get hurt,
and everyone would say
MOVE ON MOVE ON MOVE ON! ><

(:

2011-01-30T11:02:00.003+08:00

BOOOOO! So long ever since i post uh?
Blog is really dead D:
Not much ppl come tag tag de.
Soon wanna throw away this blog lerh bah?
I bought myself XPERIA x10 2.1 HD! :D
So nice (: Kept using it non stop.
Finally felt the happiness of unlimited sms x.x
My new number is 81832352! (:
HOHOHO! So happy (:
Nth much to post? OH!
Yesterday, went to pulau ubin!
Had HRC (high rope course)
Where we play a series of activity at high high levels (:
GOT INJURIES ALL OVER LARH D:
But i didn't regret going (:
It was so fun.
I MANAGE TO CLEAR SOMETHING I NVR TOT I COULD!
A cycle of obstacles at around 4 stories high! X.X
I MANAGE TO COMPLETE! YESHH AHHHH! (:
I really had a lot of fun yesterday (:
Sadly to say,
yesterday would be the last day where SEC 4 npcc are going to pulau ubin...
I'm happy i didn't miss the chance (:
That's all! Love my life :D

BOOO!

2011-01-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

Posting now! Oinkoink asked to! :/
This week...SOOOO BUSY D:
Sorry oinkoink, today fly kite D:
Really very sorry eh. Didn't mean it one...
Next time will pei you de!(:
Mon & Wed, BADMINTON.
Tuesday & Thurs, REMEDIAL!
Friday, NPCC!
so packed D: No time for other stuffs?
Sad siaaaaaa!
Homeworks so many! need find time to revise also!
Saw o level results..Stressed up already x.x
GOT TO WORK HARD JACKSON! :D
And you too oinkoink!
Roarroar will be your private tutor! :X

To Amelia Mummy :
MUMMY! Hahahas. dun keep say thanks to Son okay? :D
send you home only. Not like a big favor eh (:
That's wat son suppose to do right?
A form of care mah :D
Somemore you live so near. I walk home fast eh :D
Considered you pei me home also! :X
Really alot things happened tat i didn't noe uhh.
Just hope tat i was much more updated about them (:
Mummy! dun think of them anymore.
No use de :D Now already so xin fu!
Jiayou horrr! Will last damn damn long de.

Quite long lerh bah? I dunno wat to post sia..
My days are quite normal and repeated x.x
Maybe got things that i dun remember now uh :X
hehehes.GOODNIGHTS PEOPLE!

Lalala (:

2011-01-08T15:59:00.003+08:00

Alone at home today!
SO BORED D:
Gonna start homework soon?
hehes (: Hope chinann is doing well :X
Today he be runner worhh!
And and, dunno whr is mengenn.
Uncontactable sia.
Didn't step out of my house at all sia!
Comeon! Get me something to do! :X
LOL. Study bah -.-
Wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow (:
BUT I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD.
Cos definitely better than today bah!?
HAHAHHAHAAS :X
Actually today also not bad ah (:
Got ppl to text happily. LOL! :X
Gonna be so not active liao.
That's why i'm making use of time to update.
Secondary 4 leiii~ Cannot use com so much liao.
(Chey! say say only :X) hahahhahahs (:
BUHBYE THEN! :D

Update!

2011-01-07T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hey :D
It's been so long since i last updated?
Hohos! I'm SECONDARY 4 already! *claps*
hhahahhaas. Time flies uh (:
Things had changed alot.
And during the holidays, really alot of things happen :D
To me, all were awesome bah?
OF COURSE LUH :D
I so positive eh. HAHHAAAS :X
ROARRRRRR! Miss roaring so much (:
NOW I CAN ROAR OUT LOUD AND HAPPILY LOO!
Well, Sec 4 life was really really tiring ._.
Needto work really hard this year!
JIAYOUS JACKSON (:

Oinkoink! :
This year is also very important to you hor!
Must study hard okay (:
Roarroar will be your private tutor :X
Anything come ask me luhh (:

Jackson hopes that after O's ,
Brothers and I would HAVE MANY MANY BIG OUTINGS! (:

Christmas

2010-12-25T23:05:00.005+08:00

HEY PEOPLE :D
I finally had the feeling to post :X
hahahhahas!
Enjoyed my holidays really much!
And i haven start my homework!
Starting soon i guess (:
Had fun working,and also had fun spending :X
Bought things for Oinkoink!
But i dun wanna give her yet! :P
Actually gave her already. One Christmas present.
HOHOHO! Hope she really love it luh (:
And i enjoyed reading her posts (:
CAUSE GOT MEEEEE! hahahhaas.
Christmas in the zoo. As per normal.
I spend most of my holidays in zoo :X
Working seems to be fun to me.
Now have to switch my mind,STUDYYY! :X
Wish could spend more time with oinkoink uhh!
wahahhaas :X
Currently waiting for tml and monday to come!
Tml would be another day of working,
AND TRAINING ON MONDAY :D
People, MERRY CHRISTMAS! Had fun outside?
hahhhas.
I poor uhh D: cannot spend. must work :X

Oinkoink! I got this to say to you! :

Although i can't give you everything,
but i would give you all i can (:
We would be the best-est friends everyone would be jealoused of.
And i trust that we are one already :D
Iloveyou! hohohos (: Merry Christmas my princess :D

Misses for Oinkoink! (:

2010-12-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

To my dearest Oinkoink :

I really really miss you a lot siaa!
Kept spamming mengenn chinann and shaun.

Jackson : "I MISS OINKOINK!"
Mengenn : "I miss ~~~ "
Shaun : O.O
Chinann : LOL! So randomn ._.

HAHAHAHAS :D Always the same.
My cute cute brothers :D
Phone no prepaid. BUT CANNOT STOP MY FINGERS!
Took shaun's phone and mengenn's lappy and went to your profile :X
SHHHH! HAHHAHAS :D Your blog tooo! :X
Just miss your adorable and pretty face larh! :P
Hehe! Let's live like it's the end of the world! xD
Oinkoink! Roarroar will nvr ever leave you alone.
Roarroar will try his best to take care of you, to love you,
to be close buddies that everyone will be jealoused of!
I could not afford to lose you again! So this time, i'm going to grab tight!
Dun later suffocate o! :X
Going to malaysia tml morning! WAHAHAHAHA!
Guess you are going to miss me so much!? :P
How's bali? :P Everything is fine bah? I think it is confirm fun one!
I MISS OINKOINK larhh! Lets have fun real soon! :D

The rainbow consists of 7 colours, if any of the colours are gone,
the rainbow would not be beautiful anymore...
And do you know,
Oinkoink is all the seven colours in my rainbow,
the most beautiful of all!
and without her,
My life wouldn't be colourful anymore.
Oinkoink is the best-est buddy no one could ever find!
But i was so lucky to have found her (:
JEALOUS RIGHT YOU ALL? :P

Oinkoink! Roarroar needs you! D:
Our promises will last forever! (:

Make a wish...

2010-11-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

Lets a make a wish

Easy one

That you are not the only one

And someones there next to you holding your hand

Make a wish

You'll be fine

Nothings gonna let you down

Someones there next to you holding you now

Camping~

2010-10-29T11:02:00.004+08:00

Survivor Training Camp (STC) STARTS this afternoon!
Gonna miss everybody so much..Especially her? D:
Wonder if i could sleep well without your goodnights...
wondering if you would take care of yourself and stop being so clumsy...
Hoping that you would miss me too? hahaha.Idiot me._.
Miss me everybody! Cannot forget that i will be camping this three days okay!?

I'm going to miss this list of people especially!
Her!
Shaun DA GE!
Mengenn ER GE!
Chinann BRO!
Amelia MUMMY!
Jocelyn PENGYOU!
Melodie Oinkoink!
Cynthia Bestie!
And my M4's Gang! xD

-List not in order (: Hope didn't miss out any!

My Life seemed so empty without you...
And it is you who always mess up my life.
I'm suffering in a life without you,
and i hope this would end soon...
Come back into my life,
and i will cherish every moment with you...

It has always been you...

2010-10-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

It's been a really long time...
Guess you were the only one who first stood in the bottom of my heart.
And with that placement,my heart could only be filled with you...
Maybe you would choose not to believe me,you would probably think i'm joking.
But I'm not.You just dun understand cause you do not know...
It's been tough,but i made that final decision...
It was still you all along...
Saranghae <3

Park Shin Hye ♥

2010-10-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised

I just need somebody to love (:

2010-09-23T18:50:00.004+08:00

I Love You , and It will be only you (:

Birthday! :D

2010-09-10T20:28:00.005+08:00

TODAY!
Spend my birthday working at ZOO :D
But had fun there (:
Really fun!
Many people sang me birthday song ehh!
Thanks so much :D
Had a chocolate cake from ZOO!
Wonder who bought me the cake :P
Night time! after work,came to mengenn house.
HAD DINNER!
Shaun,Mengenn,Chinann,HweeMing,Qinxiang,Mengkang and Jesper are here!! :D
WoaH~ Damn fun de (: Laughed so much :P
TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!! :D
Thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday,
especially those who celebrated my birthday for me :D
THANKS SO MUCH FOR THIS GREAT DAY!! :D
AND AND! I Love ZOO! :D

Happy Teacher's day!

2010-09-01T12:11:00.003+08:00

Uncle came back from malaysia...
AWW! NO MAGIC TRICKS OR THINGS :(
Uncle say he no time to learn or to take from my cousin.
He was too tired i guess (:
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS ON EARTH :P
It's teacher's day! hope all the teachers are happy and going out with their beloved(s) :D
Gotta do homework homework! And exams are COMING COMING! Hahhaa :P
Just like the movies " COMING SOON" HAHAHAHHAHA! :X
Alrights. Updated (: People! Do tag me if you past by my blog (:

Boring~

2010-08-27T20:02:00.002+08:00

Awww! Recently got nth to post about. Just came to update only (:

2010-08-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

It's the 99th day today =D
Tml will be the 100th! xD

BUSY!``

2010-08-14T18:46:00.003+08:00

Working and Studying days~
Seldom have time to online lerh worhh!
(:

WOOTS!

2010-08-01T16:25:00.001+08:00

Why do i feel so great suddenly? =D
HAHAHAHAHAHA
I SOT EDI!! =P
LOL LOL! BYE PEEEPS!
TAG ME MORE TAG ME MORE!
xD

Ended?

2010-07-27T19:40:00.002+08:00

76th...!
And...
also the initial 3rd!

♥

2010-07-24T14:58:00.003+08:00

I missed the days we've been together...
I missed the days i send you to tuition...
I missed the days i spend staring at my phone's wallpaper...
I missed the days i typed Baby, Iloveyou and send it to you...
I missed I love you,Goodnights, Sweetdreams and muackks messages by you...
I missed everything we had,all the fun and laughters we've been through...
The only thing I dun miss,is the day i broke up with you... ):
I just dun seem to get you off my mind....Maybe you do belong there...

In a mist, I tried to find my way out...
It was so dark,so unclear,so uncomfortable...
At the point of time where i felt like giving up,
A luminous path showed its way...
And at the end of the path,There's one person smiling...
That person was you... (:

(:

2010-07-16T20:20:00.003+08:00

在记忆里,我删除了所有不开心的事,
把开心的放进回忆箱子里,开开心心地度过每一天...
在我人生中曾经让我开心快乐的人,我都很爱很爱你们!
:D

I LOVE TODAY!

2010-07-05T20:30:00.005+08:00

TODAY ROCKS TO THE CORE MANN! :D
Morning had BASKETBALL with SHIFU,Xinhua and friends! :D
Afternoon had SWIMMING with DA GE, ER GE, CHINANN AND FRIENDS! :D
DAM FUN SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. No time to post luhh :(
ALOT HOMEWORKS FLOOOOOOD! :X
HOMEWORK TIME! BUHBYE :D
TODAY IS AWESOME! :D
I LOVE SHIFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU♥ :P
ARGH!I"M SO DAM HAPPY TODAYYY! :D

Thinking back...

2010-06-24T19:34:00.002+08:00

It has been 43 days...
Hope everything is fine for you...
Nah.Sure fine for you.
There are somethings that you think i might not know.
But in actual fact,i know :D
I'm not the kind who can forget easily.
And you can choose not to read my blog.
Sometimes i wonder if u came lo.HAHA :P
3 more days to an initially 2nd month.
Too bad it expired uhh.
:)

WOOHOO!

2010-06-23T12:15:00.001+08:00

HAD DAM FUN IN THE SEC 1 STUDENT LEADER CAMP! :D
LOVE IT MAN! LAZY TO POST ABOUT THE EVENTS.BUT IT ROCKS LARH! :)
WOOHOOOO! :D
Thanks Group Members : JingJie,Iswara,Fateen,Hafizah,WangXue and Syafiqah :D
And also Facils Salman ans Rusyd :D
I LOVE THE CAMP! HEHE :P

Hello!

2010-06-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM LEADERSHIP COURSE FOR NPCC :D
WOOOHOOO! Learnt really alot larhh.
Now i roughly know how to teach the sec 1 new drills lerh!
WAHAHAHAH :D But i shyshy ehh? :P
The sirs and mdm kept stress tat YOU GUYS HAVE POTENTIAL!
Wow :D OUR SQUAQ MARSILING NPCC ROCKS TO THE CORE LARHH! xD
The course wasn't as boring as i tot afterall.
I even brought back new skills for life!
Love it :D Thanks HuiXian mdm,Wilson sir and another funny sir(sorry dunno ur name):P
Wilson sir spoke to us alot...He says we have ALOT OF POTENTIAL!
He even shed a tear when he leave us...Haix :(
TAT WENHAO AND ZHAOYONG HEARTLESS LARH! Still imitate and call tat sir gay.
STUPIDD!! HEARTLESS PEOPLE! But nvm :D dun do it next time hor! :)
Alrights! I'm done here!
NPCC IS GETTING MORE AND MORE INTERESTING DAY BY DAY! :D

Smile :)

2010-06-13T16:30:00.003+08:00

Gal,Please be happy...
Although I'm in no position now...
I just want you to stay happy...
Okay? :)

Lalala (:

2010-06-12T21:33:00.001+08:00

I don't need anyone to
take advantage of my
weaknesses or my strengths,
I need someone
who will appreciate me
for everything that I am
:D

:)

2010-06-07T11:39:00.002+08:00

Haha :) i finally received that msg lerh bahh.
Felt relieved :) I knew it was going to be negative all along.
Did you really think for me?I had many years of riding experience.
From primary 1 till dunno what age.Minimum also got 6 years larh.
If you do not have confidence in me,u dun trust my 6 years experience,
then think,Would i dare to do something
i'm not confident of tat may lead u into deep shit?
Watever i did,u didn't see them,u didn't sense them.
you said i didn't tell u things...did u bother to ask?
I rejected them.i really did.it's been real long since i touched basketball.
I refrain myself from alot alot of things just to suit u.
Do you noe tat?hahhaa.Maybe we dun understand each other well bahh..
I tried my best to be a great boyfriend..but i still failed.
I missed the days u understood me.i missed the days u care for me...
So wat if you're not a good gal for me?i told you i love your everything right?
I was statisfied with you.i was dam happy with you around.
I had never find u annoying or what so ever.
I really tried my best...what did i lack? =(
haix...Friend,it may be the end for you..
but lets look forward into future...who noes..
Maybe there will be me and you again? hahaha :)

Officially Over :)

2010-06-06T10:29:00.004+08:00

Its over~ HAHAHA :D
Idk why,i dun feel a thing at all ._.
Am i serious about this? I'm sure i am.
But i just dun feel the pain of losing you anymore.
In fact,i felt happy that i no longer had to care for you.
Wasting my time on someone that doesn't appreciates me.
Rumors of you came flushing in...
Why didn't i noe all these from the start?
Perhaps when i noe them,you wouldn't even exist in my life.
Hah.Alrights.It's finally the end.
You disappointed me once and again.
I kept quiet.And I tried my best to care for you,togetyoubackk.
I'm not gonna do it anymore.
Those things that i did for you,you would nvr understand,
you will nvr appreciate it,so forget it :D
No more baby, Hi friend!(:
Tan Jackson is backkk :D

PEEPS THAT I WAS DRIFT FURTHER AWAY TO,
I WILL GET CLOSE BACK WITH YOU GUYS DE! :D

你明白吗?

2010-06-05T14:12:00.002+08:00

就算是一百年,我也愿意等你...

Sorry

2010-06-04T15:59:00.008+08:00

I'm not close with them anymore...
They are just my normal frens,some even less than tat...
I care for no one else but you...
I'm sorry if i have irritated you once more...
I'm jealoused of everyone that you laugh with,that she smiled to...
Because that laughter and smile didn't belong to me...
I wanna be close to you...I wanna joke and laugh together with you.
But I'm just not close enough like the rest.
You might feel more comfortable with them than me.
I would continue to work hard...
Believe me.Iwantyoubackk.

I can't stop myself.

2010-06-03T20:25:00.003+08:00

我爱你,真的好爱你...
我想了好多,想了好久...
我真的不能没有你.
我还在等待,还在期待着...
我对你的爱只有越来越深,
没有后退过...

我爱你!!!

2010-05-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

跟你在一起开心的每一秒能让我开心上好几天...

Haix...

2010-05-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

Haix...Actually came back from malacca with a good mood de...
Then everything happen at the same time... =(
Mengenn can't go exco camp lerhh...
Then while talking to mengenn about badminton and camp stuffs,
Mummy and Uncle nag at me for using the computer...
I didn't use for so long,and i'm not playing...
I'm discussing about school stuffs,i blew my temper off...
Now i'm not in a good mood...I'M VERY SAD and i dunno why...
=( haix...

In the trip,I was thinking of you all along.

My Fairy Tale

2010-05-27T14:27:00.003+08:00

Today is a special day to me...
But my heart just hurt so much...
I controlled my tears,I stopped myself from holding my phone.
I'm leaving to malacca tomorrow...
Iwillmissbeesomuch...I'm gonna miss her so dam much...
I just hope she's mine :(

With the necklace encraved with your name,
I wore it on...Every single day...
And imagined you were with me every single second...
A month has passed...
But,it has expired 15 days ago...
What's not going to expire is my love for you...
Because my love for you last a life time.
I'll never forget you,and I will never give up waiting...
You're just all I wanted...
Forgive me for what I've done wrong,Forgive me for what I had not done.
If there is another chance,I wouldn't hesitate but to love you more...

In a clear moonlight,I told the stars that I will only love this Girl,
This perfect girl I have met...I'm trying my best to express my love for her.
And I wonder if she feels it...
I told the stars that she is the brightest star all of them would be jealoused of.
And then,the stars moved together and form the biggest,
the brightest star i ever seen in my life...
This moment,I focused my eyes...
And I saw you...

You will never be replaced.

2010-05-25T20:29:00.006+08:00

Waiting for you ; Hold my hand
and I'll take you there,
somehow, someday, somewhere

Babyimissyou ="(

2010-05-20T20:06:00.006+08:00

Girl,I still love you like i always do...
I will never stop loving you...
Your smile always brighten up my day...
and when our eyes are looking into each other,
i saw nth but you...It feels like i no longer need anyone else..
I hope that moment will just freeze...
I wanna get stuck in that moment!
I would rather stay there and nvr get out.
You're always in my heart,you could never be replace by anyone...
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away.
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away.
So, I wrote your name in my heart and that's where it will stay...
I love you more than any word I can say...
I love you more than every action I take...
I'll be right here loving you till the end...
I mean it...I really mean it!!!
How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?
How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me?
how can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?
I may die one day,but it's because of you that I will live forever...
My love for you is like time, if you give it just one moment,it will last forever.
Here in my heart,that is where you will be ; you will be with me, here in my heart...
No distance can keep us apart,as long as you are here in my heart...
I would give up anything just to be with you.
Everytime I think of you,I'm sad.
Everytime I hear you're name, I'm mad.
Your love as far as I can see is all I'm ever gonna need.
I've realised that I lost me when I lost you ; I miss you.
They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again...
I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is,
the sun will always set again...
Gal, you know something?
I did three things today ; miss you, miss you,and miss you...
I may not get to see you as often as I like.
I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go...
Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day.
Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away..
But i know missing you is part of my life...
And i love missing you ; cause i love you...
Loving you is like a picture with a thousand words.
When you walked into my life and the second your eyes met mine,
I knew you were worth loving,
just like before,just like the first time.
I want to return to the first time,
And love u all over again...can i ? :(
When I found you,I felt as if my heart found its destination.
I guarantee that we'll have tough times,
and I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out.
But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine,
I'll regret it for the rest of my life,
because I know in my heart you're the only one for me....
I heard someone whisper your name,
but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone.
Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you...
Without you there is no love.
Without you there is no me.
Without you there is nothing.
So I'm asking,
Baby,please don't leave... ="(
Do you still love me? I dun wan you to leave...
Come back to me, allow me to love you and care for you...
I want to be the guy tat provides his shoulders to you when you are tired or feeling down,
I want to be the guy tat protects you from getting hurt,and care for you many many...
Do you still love me like i love you so?
IWANTYOU! ONLYYOU! ="(

In her love I am the hero,the king,the poet ;
and alive without her love,I am nothing at all, not even truly alive.

IMISSYOU :(

2010-05-17T20:07:00.003+08:00

I miss the days with you...
I hate days without u :(
I can't wait for that message u gonna send,
I can't wait to noe ur choice...
But i guess,no matter what choice u made,i would respect it..
Thr's nth else i could wish for...
I would only wan you...
I don't love a girl because she's beautiful,
She is beautiful because I love her.
I want to be with you again...
Love knows no reasons,
Love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons,
Love has no eyes.
But love is not blind,
Love sees but doesn't mind...
I wun mind anything of you,
Ijustwanyourlove,yourheart...
If your asking if I need you the anwser is forever.
If your asking if i'll leave you the anwser is never.
If your asking if I love you, I do,I really do.
I'm jealous of everyone you've ever been with,
because when they held you they were holding my entire world.
You mean the entire world to me...
I dun wan you to leave me ="(
Sometimes the only part of my life that makes sense is the part I share with you.
You dunno how important you are to me...
Maybe i may not be everything to you,
but u are everything to me...
Iloveyou.I swear!
To the world, you may be one person,
but to one person, you may be the world.
Love is just a word until i met you and you gave it a proper meaning...
Gal, ILOVEYOU INEEDYOU IMISSYOU.
Would you be there for me?
Will you allow me to care and to protect you?
I know no circumstances,I wan to love you,
I care no obstacles,I wan to be with you...
My love for you is just like breathing...
When will it ever stop?

My love for you is a journey; Starting at forever, And ending at never.

O.O

2010-05-15T20:20:00.008+08:00

Today went out the whole day...

It was enjoyable.Mengenn took many pictures :D

Moodless to post everything, Enjoyable. :D

Whenever i see a couple's item,

I thought i saw me and u.

My eyes went wild i guessed :P

I think my previous posts were quite emo,

so today post 1 tat's happy :D

LOL...

I'm waiting!Have to be patient! haha :)

I love you!! :D

Would i be able to bring happiness to u again?

2010-05-14T17:49:00.009+08:00

I wished to talk to you more...I wish to be with you...
I just dun wanna be annoying...
Am I suppose to just stay aside,and wait?
I dunno wat to do now...I'm confused...I'm in a mess...
All i need was u,i need nth,i do not wan anything...
But i just need you,i just wan you...
You're more than enough of my everything...

在雨中,雨不停地下着,一点一滴地滴在我的身上,
就好像千万只枪在对着我发射一样...
在雨中,想着你,想着没有你的世界,
心不停地流着血,就好像雨不停的降落一样...
我好想你,我很需要你...
在给我多一次机会,我不会再犹豫大声说我爱你!
我爱你爱到忘了我是谁...
在你的心里,我还存在吗?
我还是那很烦,很不了解你的陈杰昇吗?
我愿意为你而改变,我真的真的不能没有你...
对不起不了解你的心,对不起不懂得哄你...
让我们从新开始,好吗? 咳....

Chieweng,u dun have to blank your post...
u noe i would and i could read it...I think i'm okay...
all i wan was just her to be mine again...
I regretted for being stubborn...i regretted for being a jerk...
If i would have another chance,I hope i would be a better Boyf for her...

Baby,I wan you backk...

2010-05-13T15:47:00.006+08:00

I didn't know that hurt would stack...Haix...

Manage to survive today! With a smiley face the whole day.

Although some caught me faking...but wat have i to do?haha...

I wan u back...I can't stop myself from missing you...

If i could turn time back,
i would not play so much,i would just go home like u do...

Then all these might not have happened...

I'm annoying...i dunno what i did...

I tot we promised to say out wat we dislike about each other?

I love ur everything,U're just perfect,and i'm the imperfect 1...

U stored everything and let it off at 1 go...

Now i realise my mistake,would u forgive me the last time? :(

I didn't mean it...I wanted to accompany u everyday...

but u need rest,u're always back home to slp...

What can i do to stop thinking?

I just wanna distract myself when i didn't notice u mind...

I'm sorry,i wun do it again...I'm a retard!

maybe i have to learn to be more sensitive...

I'm sorry...I realise how much i wanted to talk to u,

how much i really wanna accompany u...

Its after exam...i tot i finally could step into ur world and start everything...

But it ended...When i tot i could begin,it has ended...

Baby,Imissyou...iwanyoubackk,iloveyou...

在模糊的天空下,最清楚的,却是你可爱的样子...

但我发现,现在,全部都模糊了...

我为一的希望也没了...

我心碎了,真的碎了...

你听到了吗?

我对你的爱,没消失过...

我爱你,我爱你...你感受到了吗?

我真的不能没有你...

是我不够好吗?

在我很接近地能进入你世界时,

为什么你的心却锁起来了呢?

给我多一次机会,好吗?

I really really love you.

2010-05-12T12:40:00.003+08:00

Have u noticed i wore the necklace?
Have u noticed i would bring the necklace everywhr i go?
Staring at it,pictures of u flashed through my mind...
I treasure this relationship alot...I love you alot.
We once said...After exams,we will be together...
But it turns out the other way round...
I understand that u can't cope...
And i just felt useless when i can't do anything to help...
I guess i'm just not perfect for you...
haha...No matter what happens,u'll still have me here :D
I'm just waiting for that chance again...When u are ready...
I hope u'll still talk to me,u will still text me whenever u could...
i hope u'll find me when u're sad,i hope u'll share ur things with me...
I'm here,now and always...Waiting for you...
Do u realise how much i love you?
Once i read that msg...I notice i can't force my smile out anymore...
It doesn't feel good...It hurts okay...
I'm weak,i can't hold this kind of hurt...
I'm crazy over you,why can't i?
I'm sick,I could hardly walk...
And when i see it,it hurts me more than anything...
It feels as though thousands of arrows are shot into me...
I just hope,it wun turn permanent...And that our love doesn't fade...
I hope u'll still love me like i love you so...
Although it is just temporary,but i dunno why it hurts...
Baby,I will let u go,i will wait for that day to arrive again...
come and find me whenever u need me,i will always be there for u...
I wun go for others,i just wan u...i wun forget u,i will nvr forget u...
Haiz...I guess...i shall stop here...Posting next time...
Dun worry,i'm alright...I can understand =)

This idiot here has nvr stop loving u...

Lyrics

2010-05-10T18:09:00.003+08:00

多久了没有你的消息上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪著你你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性对不起不该让你伤心

有时候你会让让我

尽管我大男人发作

有时候你会装作不懂

默默地留一些空间给我

这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心

请你原谅我不懂听你的心

回想这过去我学著让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起
别赌气别任性别放弃

请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护著你
小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的想念的都是你
请你相信一个这样的我

请原谅我对不起对不起

Today!

2010-05-10T17:25:00.002+08:00

BACK HOME EARLY.LOL.
I'm seldom back at home so early de right?
Something happened :D
AND I"M GOING TO TELL U NOW!
Today...was a normal day?:D
HISTORY!I think i wouldn't fail this :D
Alrights...so after exam...Sat at canteen awhile...
They walked off...
Then Da Ge Er Ge me and Gavin went to the basketball court...
Didn't intend to play at first...
My heart was really heavy that time...idk why :/
Which actually made me played...
Under the super hot sun,
Didn't eat at all...Played and played and played...
Sports is always the thing that cures me?
Haahhaa =) So if i am playing so happily,why am i back?
HERE COMES. LOL!!!
After playing for really really long, i sat down...
and i almost fainted :/
My head was hurting,I had gastric pain and my leg cramped=.=
COOL SIA.Is like,i played so hard to cure myself,
didn't notice tat i made myself more sick=.=
Now back at home,with a dam reddish skin,down with fever...
Ah lei loo ya.LOL!! :D Thats why i'm back.To rest of course :D
Computer is my rest!! hahaha :)
I notice with my heavy heart,it doesn't feel a thing,
it doesn't hurt when u have a headache,u dun feel sick when u're down with fever...
u dun feel tired at all...u could play all day non-stop and u really dun feel anything...
U dun feel the hurt when u're having gastric pain...u dun feel ur cramp too...
Until when u finally sit down and rest for awhile...the pain rushed into u...
LOL!I'm tired...I'm falling apart...Laughs :D

不知不觉地在书上写了几个字: "是我不够好吗?"

Lalala~ :D

2010-05-09T14:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE! :D

I wanna talk to you more...
But i would always lost my words when i call you...
Hope I wouldn't be shy anymore =.=
WHERE ARE ALL MY TOPICS WHEN I"M ON THE PHONE WITH YOU!?
Diaos...

=)

2010-05-08T15:52:00.005+08:00

TODAY!So boring at home :/ nth to do,
Com and com and com...Studying later?Maybe =)
MY HAIR IS LONG!And i'm going for a hair cut soon :D
Alrights Thats all.Buhbye xD

Sometimes it may seem really difficult to express how i really feel...
But deep inside my heart,thr's only you.
You seem to be running in my mind everyday,
Every minute,every second,every moment...
I'm slow,and i dunno how to care for you...
But i would still say,I'll work hard,and give u my very best...
I love you,and i really mean it...
You seem to be the girl tat always change my emotions,
Supergal?hahah =) I dun need any comments from anyone,
You're the only 1 for me,and there wun be a second 1...
I swear that i wun leave you...
I dunno how to describe how much i need you...
I can't afford to lose you because I'm nth without you...
Grab hold my heart,Dun let it go...
Cause i'll grab yours,and glue it with mine...
=)

If the only way to be with you is in my dreams,
then let me sleep forever as long as it can be...

Exams!

2010-05-07T16:22:00.005+08:00

Woah=.= Super exams week.
LOL.Next week more exams!
Plus i'm HOISTING THE FLAG!
wakakkaa.Wonder if i'll do a good job.
Hope that my exams would pass,
and that baby can have good results =)
Will not online so much nowadays.
So....SEE U READERS AFTER EXAMS!! xD

当你累了,我的心同时也累了,酸了,痛了...
你冷漠时,我害怕是我做错事了,
或是你累了,我也会心疼...
请不要怪我想太多,因为我发现我不能不想,
我开始发现我自己好烦...
绕了一圈又一圈,
最后只想借你一个肩膀靠着睡...
是我太爱你了?是我管太多了?
Am I over-reacting?Am I too much?
I just hope to give u happiness,all that I could give...
But I realise...I dunno when u're happy or when u're sad...
Is it the lack of understanding in u?
Or is it that I'm too slow in everything?
I just hope,u dun find me irritating...
Tan Jackson <= He's Love Sick.
Haix...

TODAY!

2010-05-03T11:23:00.003+08:00

今天特别开心的!是什么原因呢?
哈哈哈!不告诉你 =P
Gonna start my revision?
Awww :/

BABY!我好想你哦! =)

Happy birthday~!

2010-05-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIUYI!!
Hehe =) Sorry uh :( today cannot pei u go out celebrate.
mummy dun let me go...Then ask me at home do amaths :/
Hope u enjoy ur day!! =)

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Chiuyi~
Happy Birthday to you =P

Dunno if u would view my blog.
Just posting anyways =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD

Nobody else..

2010-05-01T14:30:00.001+08:00

I promise and swear that,
In my heart,There would only be You... =)

相信我...

2010-05-01T11:03:00.000+08:00

和你在一起,想让你天天都开心,
我当然把所有的信任都给了你,
只想着怎么去好好地爱护你,疼爱你...
但,我不需要你现在就完全相信我,
因为,是不可能的...
当你怀疑我,不相信我时,
我都没关系,我只会笑笑地回答说...
宝贝,我了解...
我只求有一天,我会得到你那完完全全的信任...
我看见你时我都会带着笑容,因为我真的好高兴,
好开心能拥有你,完美,独一无二的你...
常常也都会问问自己,你会不会也和我有一样的想法呢?
我是一个很容易开心,也很容易伤心的人,
但在你身边,你总是以可爱的笑容对我说话,
我发现,我根本没有伤心的理由...
有了你,就好像拥有了全世界,
而心理只想着,完美的爱情,也会在人间出现,
或者说,我和你以跑入童话故事里,开开心心地度过每一天...
宝贝,我真好喜欢你,好爱你...
我对你每一分钟每以秒的思念,
你都感受到了吗?

When you look me in the eyes,I saw nth else but you...
At that moment,it seems that its only me and you,
with no one to break us apart...
That feeling is really hard to describe...
No matter wat happens,in any situation,
I wouldn't hesistate to say, I LOVE YOU.
Baby,U're my one and only,the only one i wanted...
I only have a heart, and i gave it to u,
which means,nobody else would enter my life,
and i wouldn't care wat others think...
Because,It is only you that matters to me now...
My trust for u has been completed...
I gave u my highest trust,all that i could give...
For now,I just wish to earn your full trust,
and that we both would last really long... =)
I would give up everything just to earn your happiness.
I can't imagine my life without you...
I need you just so much...
and i hope that happiness would be in your way every single day,
And that ur laughters and smile wouldn't fade away...

Baby,
Would you give me your hand,
and allow me to walk through this arduous path with you,
holding your hand,smiling and laughing away...? =)

That Special YOU.

2010-04-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

我很尽力不让自己想太多,
可是,我好像还是没办法不去想...
当你离开时,我数着你的脚步...
一步一步地离开,
我却好紧紧地抱着你,
不让你从我怀里逃走...
每一次回想着你对我说过的每一句话,
我不禁地傻笑了...
当你不在,我也没办法联络到你时,
找不到,却很想见到你...
心中的那种着急,担心,
是我无法解释的...
只希望永远拥有你,
自私地不让其他人把你从我心中抢走...

You're always the person who could change my emotions
with just a sentence,a phrase,or a word...
In my heart,there's a prison with only a room...
You have been imprisoned inside it,
and i shall nvr give u the key to open it...
because,i wan u to run around in my heart every single day
Watever i do,pictures of u flashed through my mind...
I'm always so busybody about u,wat are u doing?who are u thinking of?
Are u tired?Do u need a shoulder to rest on?I can't stop thinking.
Tell me,is tat a prison?or is tat...a room in the bottom of my heart,specially for u?
Haha =P
Sarang Haeyo=)

Its Just her =)

2010-04-24T12:39:00.000+08:00

在模糊的天空下,
我看见与你一起度过的未来...
是多么的灿烂,是多么的完美...
告诉我,我不是在做梦,
你说的,都是真的.
我爱你,我好想了解你,
我好想跟你在一起...
你听见了吗?
我的心不停地为你跳着...
我的心声,你都听见了吗?
他说好爱好爱你,永远不想失去你...

In the clear blue sky,I saw a rainbow...
If only i could reach for it,
I would write ur name on top of it...
To let the whole world noe...
How colourful my life is to have u...
I love you... =)

Hello =)

2010-04-17T12:06:00.000+08:00

I'm back posting =)
In a rather good mood=)
I MISS CASH TAN!!
But i'm sure he is very happy,
running around somewhr in big big heaven yea?=D
Sure he is.Such a kind pet =)
i love him the way he is! xD
Okay,Later in the afternoon...
going for parade viewing?
LOL go thr be spectator niaa =)
Hope its nice.But i heard tat Its boring.
Only the food~ LOL~!
Okay larhh...nth much to post...

CYNTHIA BESTIE! Must settle down fast o =)
PANDA SHIFU! Must recover soon.Dun clumsy le hor!
Chieweng! DUN SICK LE LARHH! Say wan Basketball with me de!=.=

My feelings are of a mess..Can someone pile them up for me?
I'm dying cause of the flood of mess=.=
But i'm happy the way i am =)
CAUSE THIS IS TAN JACKSON!
xD

U're gone =(

2010-04-13T19:50:00.001+08:00

To my dearest Chinchilla :

U leaved us on this day...
Why didn't u wait for us?
U used to disturb me and look at me whenever i turn on my computer.
and make noises asking me to let u out of the cage...
Sometimes i didn't let u out is because i dunno how to catch u...
Remember those times i feed u with fruits and ur food...
U were so cute,and u bite and bite...
Sometimes u even bit the wrong thing and bit my hand...
I feed u whenever i had something to...
I'm sorry i didn't learn how to carry u,how to catch u,
how to hold u like my sister does...
And i'm sorry about banging onto ur cage when i stood up from my chair..
I'm sorry for not following u to the vet...
Maybe i didn't love u tat much by showing it out...
but i really love u =( i do i do i do!!!
From when u came to our house..till now...
its been 2 years...
I admit tat i didn't cherish u well..
I didn't treasure u well...
I'm sorry..I tot u would be with me forever...
Maybe i wasn't a good owner like my sister...
I took u for granted...I'm sorry...
But i only knew,I really love u alot!
Forgive me for wat i did not do...
And pls trust me...I love u alot!!
Rest In Peace Chinchila,
Rest In Peace,Cash Tan...
I digged the grave...Sister placed u in...
The medicine is beside u,can eat it if u're sick...
thr is also ur bottle for u to drink if u're thirsty.
And comb to comb urself when u're itchy..
Haix...
My heart hurts...It really hurts...
My tear dropped...
Goodbye Cash Tan...=(
We will miss u alot alot alot...
If i had another chance,I would still wan u as a pet again...
Go somewhr u would be happy running around,happily ever after...
But dun forget u once had us!

With Many Many Loves,
Tan Jackson.

Please give him happiness!
Please allow him to be care-free and happily ever after!
When he reborns,give him a happy family or let him be adopted by a good family!
Or maybe a loving owner like my sister!
Dun let him be in sadness,or suffering from hunger or what...
I wish that he would not suffer from any sickness now or after he reborns...

CASH TAN IS THE CUTEST PET
AND I LOVE HIM LOTS LOTS LOTS!!!
I WILL MISS U ALOT!!!

Sick!

2010-04-11T03:08:00.001+08:00

Pls get well soon, Chinchilla.
JieJie will send u to clinic tml hopefully =(
Pls endure...
Its 3am now...I just can't slp...
Finding vets for chinchilla...
Pls tell me u're okay =(
Haix...

My Skills...

2010-04-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

The Shifu says my strength all that i used to train out has disappear...
All gone =( He ask me train more...Haix...I scared it affect my badminton sia....
I wan play badminton de...i wanna maintain my position..I dun wanna lose it...
Let me play better gimme back WAT I USED TO HAVE =(
Haix...I just have to move on manx...I believed my strength will be back.
BETTER THAN I USED TO BE!! *ANGRY*
LOLS=D Buhbye.

Feelings

2010-04-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

.:Disappearing:.

Argh.

2010-04-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

Can't play badminton...Hand super weak...
Hopes tat next week hand will be fine.
so tat i can go for badminton and also my Napha.
=( Hand hurts alot..Today went back to Tie Da,
He help me alot.Now better lerh.But still needa go back on Friday.
So maybe i tell Ms yeo i will be late for npcc?Lols.
I'm like handicap now luhh...Can't do everything like wat i used to.
Hope it will be fine soon. Pls recover =(

TIE DA

2010-04-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

OHOH!!I MISSED THE BEST PART!!LOL.
I WENT TO THE TIE DA TO GET MY ELBOW CURED.
That tie da shi fu.He own sia..CRACK CRACK CRACK.
All the sound i hear is CRACK.LOL!
The bone cracking sound.Shiok siaa.
He crack many many parts.Hand,Shoulder,Back,Legs,Fingers,AND TOES!
Zai larhh.Then got some part very pain lo.
But i was laughing the entire session.my uncle tot i siao.xD
I'm in pain + laughter. I dunno why.It just made me laugh so hard.
xDD COOL RIGHT~? hahaha=D My experience with the TIE DA SHIFU!
=D he saved my elbow~ But now haven fully recover larhh~
BUT WILL DE!SOON!Cause i wanna go for BADMINTON and BASKETBALL
AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!But i dun wanna fall again =x
HEHE xDD

I'm back already!

2010-04-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

Computer spoiled!!Now using new de=D
Quite fast~ WOOHOOO.hahhaa.
Friday~ Played basketball,Fell like mad.
Slide on the floor.Factured my arm.
Paid 25Dollars myself. Mummy help me pay 30.
Arm still not okay=( Can't straighten as yet.
Tml is oral!!so scared can=.= i dunno how to speak larhh!
Saturday,went peer tutoring at the Library.Spend 2 hours teaching Aidid=D
After teaching him,He went home,And i went to the 3rd floor.
GO DISTURB QINXIANG!!hahahaha =D
Edmund and Crystal was thr too!O.O Couples.LOL!
Liza kept laughing at me.I wonder why=.=
Today~ went to Pai Ah Gong. Papa side de.
Went thr with Mummy and JieJie.
Bought many many NICE NICE FOOD FOR HIM!=D
WOOOHOOO~Hope he enjoyed the meal.
Went to Sembawang Shopping Center with Uncle.
Just window Shopping.Didn't buy anything.Haha=D
Came back,NEW COM ARRIVE!!Played with it for awhile.Download my stuffs.
And then clear up my desk,Clear my files and read my chinese oral paper.
Tuesday Chinese oral leii!!xD i so scared=.= chinese difficult larhh..EL also...
WHY LANGUAGE SO DIFFICULT DE=.=
Okok.After reading everything,Played with chinchilla awhile...Rest study...
AND COMPUTER!! Amaths not done yet.Due on wednesday anyways.
Shall do it tml or tuesday=D Busy days are coming~ No time to fool around liaos =x
WOOO~I wrote so much.Okay larh,Shall end here =D
GOODBYE!! PLEASE RECOVER SOON.I WAN PLAY BADMINTON DEE!! =(

COMPUTER~

2010-03-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

Bought a Washing Machine,
BUT MY COM TELLS ME ITS SPOILING=(
Diaos...without computer jiu study study study lo~
hahaha. So bored=.=
Angeline!!Ps hor.didn't mean to lie.
This computer loves me today.So it let me on=D
YESTERDAY TOTALLY CAN"T SIAAAA=x
okok...so...idk when it's gonna spoil.hope it doesn't?
hehe=D Trying to get myself back on track in my sports.
Doing quite well?i guess?=x

whenever i say i'm back,something happens.
Does it mean,i'm preferred emo?=.=
I hate emo okay!!! Just can't control myself.can i?
my blog is my way of sharing happiness and dumping sadness.
just too much sadness these days?=.=

I felt the close-ness with my frens fading away each and everyday...
is it just me?or...?

OHMYGOD!

2010-03-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

AHHHH.MY WASHINGMACHINE JUST DUN WORK.
MY HANDS HURT OKAY!?I"M SO TIRED.
Mummy too =( She Wash all the clothes by herself!
I helped her sqeeze dry and she hang out the clothes.
WALAO EH.SUDDENLY SPOIL=( My hands really hurt.
FEELING LIKE GOT BLISTER COMING OUT=.=
My hands are all red and sore=.=
My mummy sure is super tired de lo...
I DUN WAN TO SQEEZE FOR TML SIAA.
WASHINGMACHINE!BE OKAY BY TML.
Or need to buy 1 new 1 tml=.=
Still takes time to reach here ya?OMG LARHHH=(

Its not the end.

2010-03-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

BESTIE!U're not useless =D
MY BESTIE IS AWESOME!
Dun say urself liddat okay.Maybe u really cheered ppl up.
Only tat they didn't show.Some feelings are meant inside the heart.
U cheered me up,really u did=D so dun say u're useless.Okay?
Just be urself=D u have ur own problems to settle.The rest,leave it to us okay?
=D Jiayous!!=D

Today,Didn't do much things.can say tat...whole day homeworking?
Only in the afternoon at 3 went to hazim's house for project.tats all bahh=D
Night,Use com...still got homework siaaa..nvm if can't finish,stay back do liaos luhh.
Shall end here =D

Hope panda will be happy everyday!!=D
Hope i could make panda happy everyday too!!=D
WITH A FINAL MSG,
PANDA ROCKKS~
ROARRR-MEEOOWW xDD

Imperfection

2010-03-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

Nobody is perfect...
Hate was used as a form of threat.
Which also meant..Love wasn't present?LOL.
Nth much to post this few days.
Lost my ghey shootings in basketball.Suck suck and suck=.=
LiFe IS CruEL...

我忘了。

2010-03-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

In this great life,u can do many things.
although u can't success in everything,
but u can do everything wholeheartedly
although u didn't succeed,at least u tried ur best.
In ur life,How many days are thr for u to be happy?
how many days are thr for u to be sad?
A day of sadness and a day of happiness...
why dun prefer happiness everyday?
it makes ur life better right?Lol...
Maybe i look happy on the outside.
but inside,i'm dying...
Forget everything,continuing with my old self.
Jackson Jackson Jackson,whr are u?=D
OHOH.HERE!!!HAHAHAHA=P
Sohai=.= wats wrong with u?
Monolouging lo=.=
THE END!!BYEBYE.
When will i be back?=D

New Hairstyle

2010-03-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

Cut a new hairstyle yesterday...
SUPER SHORT DE=)
Everyone will laugh when i reach school tml?
HEHE=) Look forward to it luhh.
Today....Nth to post.Cos its still a bright morning.
Plans for later?HOMEWORK.I didn't do any homework as yet.
Shall rush later.Hopefully will finish bahh?hahaha=)
hehe:D I feel myself going crazy again=x
I'm okay le bahh.Decided to forget and stop thinking bout stupid stuffs=D
Only retards do tat.HAHAHA=x
OHOH!Last but not least,
ROCK Quotes : "TML IS A BETTER DAY!"

Thanks..

2010-03-20T09:55:00.000+08:00

LOL.Thanks to all those who cheer me up=D
but,I'm fine,really...Just tat things been running though my mind.
The past,and the present...I can't seem to be statisfied with myself.
Haha...Or am i self contradict?i dun think so=.=
Perhaps i'm right,the past and the present is a big big different..
which me better?idk myself...
In the thought of similarities...
I'm still the guy with the same wish,
with the same thought tat...Frens come first..
Whr have i changed?or isit everyone around me has changed?
Why change?Its weird..really really weird...
Just like wat we usually said in a game...
LiFe Is CruEL...

寂寞

2010-03-19T17:30:00.000+08:00

我发现，我不再像以前，
所有朋友们都很关心我。。。
还是，我根本感觉不到，
这一丝丝的关心。
现在的我，觉得好寂寞，
可能是我想太多。对，我想太多了。
可是。。。我自己也不知道为什么啊。。。
我好笨我好傻，浪费时间想着这些有的没的。
告诉我，我一点都不重要，至少，我不必想这么多。
当我消失不见时，到底谁，会发现到呢？
谎言，和事实，我根本分不清楚了。。。
这整个星期，我过得很不愉快，
这整个星期，我根本快乐不起来。
你们发现了吗？没有吧？
我越来越佩服，我自己的演技了。。。
我变了吗？我是不是很差？
咳。。。

:D

2010-03-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yos ! WWF here again to update :D
Today Jackson having the NPCC thingy , dunnoe what shooting :X
Then after tat I dunnoe where he went :x
After tat we went to the school's basketball court to play :D
RAINING SIA , WOOTS :D
Then Jackson go back to canteen when it was raining :D
After tat all go back canteen :D Then play at the canteen .
Walked to the 913 bus stop , chat and sent things :D
Then Jackson , Shaun and WWF went to the opposite bus stop to " wait " the bus which Mengenn is inside :D
Then chat lo , Bus come , Shaun go home . Then Jackson go home , UPDATED :D

耐心的，

2010-03-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

WAITING :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

2010-03-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIEWENG WWF!!!xD
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE=D
Today,played basketball and badminton!
We celebrated chieweng's birthday by splashing water at her!!=x
she tio us gang.AHHAHA!
The bangala workers all diao us lo=.=
cos we use their tap water=x
HAHAHA!today was so dam fun=D
Chieweng got herself REALLY REALLY WET!hahaha!
Dunno if she like the way we celebrated for her or not..
She say the training boring.but today wasn't meant to be training=(
Hope she likes it bahh...Today,everyone was wet=D
From 9am,we played till 1pm =D
Next,I changed my shirt at the basketball court.WOO~
LOL.then i walked to WOODLANDS CC
While waiting for Mengenn they all to finish their stuffs and come.
Waited till 2.woah.Finally can play.we played and played. 3.35pm
WOAH.FASTER RUSH HOME.On com,chatted,played.
Cook and eat,Do household chores...Chat chat,
Rest rest,POSTING NOW!!=D
END OF A FUN DAY~ ONCE AGAIN~
HAPPY BURSTDAY CHIEWENG!!!=D

我。。。

2010-03-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

Normal day today.After school Got Dry Shoot npcc.
I tio sabo-ed by the Instructor.He said i kept talking.
LOL!! =P I was suddenly so famous.In an hour time.
xD Came back to school,played and played...
Went home,Eat,Then go causewaypoint top up card=.=
for tml de IC making~lols.
Nth else to post lerh...

你应该没想到。。。
那个人是你吧？

What is wrong...

2010-02-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

WOOTS!ZHONG JI SAN GUO ENDED WITH A HAPPY ENDING!!
IT ROCKS MAN!!!xDxDxD
Episode 53!WOOOO~
Played badminton and basketball today!
HAD A CHAT WITH SUFIAN AGAIN!!=D
He so shuai can.Although malay.still shuai larh.
See he always become shuai de.Unfair lo.
Special olympics today~Train a kid called by the name of....
JOHAN~He was so angry...cause he can't win me..
hahaa.he has great spirits towards badminton.
I'm impressed.He wanted to trash me off.I didn't let him =P
I'm SO BAD!!hahahaha.Enjoyed badminton.
Next,Basketball..
WWF came back to school to play basketball with us~
Me Mengenn WWF vs TianYong Gavin Gerald.
WE TRIED OUR BEST OKAY.BUT THEY TOO GAY.
And i didn't have stregth to play.I nub siaa =(
Still enjoyed it anyways.Bused ONE BIG ROUND,
back to my house,chat - bath - chat - ZJSG - POSTING NOW!!=D
Today was AWESOME!!=D

难道。。。我没有选择了吗？

你不在

2010-02-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

当你走过的每一刻。。。
我好想近近地看着你，
跟你说话，陪你玩，陪你笑。
这种感觉好特别，好好噢。。。
有时我好想大声地喊我爱你，
但这份勇气不断地消失，
捉也捉不住。
看着你离开的背影，
我数着你的脚步。。
每一步代表着我对你的不舍
我好想紧紧地抱着你，
不让你离开。不过，
这个问题每一天都会阻止我
“这是你能为她做的吗？这是她想要得吗？”
“你会是她爱的吗？她需要你的爱吗？”
我无时无刻地想着。。。
我能让你幸福吗？
我能爱你多久呢？
我能让你永远开心吗？
这些问题，以证明了。。。
我的自信心已经比不上以前有自信的我了。。。
一段感情，是两人的事。。。是共同分享的事。
我，会不会伤到她呢？
想到这，喊？我连说都不行了。。。

:D

2010-02-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

Lalala ~ Hellos reader , tis is not Jackson but Weirdweirdfan :D
iie am here to update his blog , cause he is toooooooo busy :D
Todae is the Upper Secondary game , iie guess most of euu should know (:
Todae Jackson take part in basketball . He play very hard , but get 4th place :x cause other too strong -.-"
But 4th also not bad lah , next time Jiayous ehh everyone , including euu Jackson (:
Tats all bah , nth to post also -.-
Buhbyeeeees readers :D

lalala~

2010-02-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

LALALA~
Posting for fun.
So that someone would post!=x
BETTER U GO POST HOR.IF NOT CHOP U PIECES. =P
So dam tired luh...Flooding homeworks..
Will get sick soon...seriously=.=
LOL.Tired tired tired.wat else?
AMATHS.I WANNA UNDERSTAND U!=.=

WWF~

2010-02-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

ROARRR...Yesterday spend the whole day with WWF!
WAS SO FUN=D
Played basketball from 12-5pm WOAH~
COOL RIGHT!?hahaha=D
I'm so nub in basketball liao luhh.
Too much into badminton i guessed=x
any1 wans to train me?LOL!!=.=
Today,homework homework and homework.
Amaths?threw all away.Not gonna do.Tats it.
Currently left with Chinese Compo.
LOL.i haven go read sia..Think would be easy.
Its Raining outside!So dark feel like slping=x
Nth much to post today ehh!Shall post the next time
=D

ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2010-02-12T15:28:00.001+08:00

TodaY~
Boring lessons,NVR GOING TO TALK ABOUT IT.
Concert was not bad.
First up,
Modern dance.
NOBODY AGAIN!?diaoss.dun really like the song.
Plus the dance,my hair all standing...
BUT!was still nice luhh=D
GALVIN MISSED IT.WAS A PITY.
HIS XXXX DANCING SIAAA.
LOL!!!
Second!
Chinese Drama Club
Chinese new year Msl dunno wat battle mit de.LOL!!
Was funny =D Da Ge so shuaii!BIG BIG MONSTER!!
ROARRRR.HAHAHAA=D
3rd!DEEEKAYYY BARAK.
LOL.Their actions all the same.voice also.
So it was normal=D
LAST.CO~
Not too bad actually,but i expected more songs =(
JESS WAS VERY VERY CUTE.HAHAHA!
Dunno why,see her play the instrument(dunno if it is gu zhen)
She's like..very very cute lo!!Then i say to her.
She replied thanks =D
But she dun seem very hyper sehh =(
Alrights,leaving to malaysia soon...
Not bringing my handphone,
And not having anything tat ppl can contact me with.
So guys,DUN SMS OR CALL ME=D
I will be back next tuesday?
So i will reply u all when i come back bahhx=D
Hope to have fun in malaysia!!
Will Miss Da Ge SHAUN! Er Ge MENGENN
AND AND AND.WWF!!CHIEWENG=D
Kaykaykay.Heres the List.
List of people i will miss!!!
NOT IN ORDER HOR!
1.Shaun 大哥
2.Mengenn 二哥
3.Chieweng WWF
4.Jess Mei Mei
5.Jerrine didi
6.SiangQin Mei Mei
7.SMELLY SIANGLIN xD
8.HUIXIN BEIBEIx33!
9.Galvin And Kelvin!(Buddy Meal so must together)
10.DA SAO!!(Dun wan say who.In case ppl come extra)
11. Tat bunch of childish sec 1s galgal.
12. MY CLASS 3M4! =D
Did i miss out any?IDK! xD
Hope I didn't miss out any important de..
Even if ur name not here,but u miss me,
I WILL MISS U BACK LOTS LOTS LOTS!!=D
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPOS~

Malaysia...

2010-02-11T19:51:00.001+08:00

Wun be online-ing the next few days
until i come back from my Malaysia Trip~
Going back for chinese new year.
Going back tml night!=D
SeeYou GUYS WHEN I"M BACKK!
Hope to have fun thr =D
Blog Song changed.
Goodbyes~

Camp Camp

2010-02-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

Back from camp on thursday night,
And straight i went to buy my shoe=x
HAHaHA.Sianx!!! I MISSED CAMP FIRE=(
I NVR GO FOR CAMPFIRE BECAUSE OF BADMINTON!
ARGHHH.I WANT CAMPFIRE WITH MY CLASS!!=(
Although i missed the campfire,i still had great fun with my class!
Played High elemental,Rock Climbing and Kayaking!=D
SO FUN!!!Oh ya!!1 more.DISTURBING KAIYU!hahaha.
She very funny larh! Always disturb her,she may seem angry,
but when u smile,she will smile back!!=D
Dunno why i just like to see her smile liddat=x
Alrights,today's tornament...Both C and B boys tried their best..
Played hard...Lost=(
B boys lost to Chirstchurch 5-0
C boys lost to woodlands ring 3-2
Almost all our matches went into rubber set..
GUYS!WORK HARD FOR NEXT YEAR!!=D
ALL THE WAY BADMINTON PEEPOS!
xD

OFF TO CAMP.

2010-02-02T21:28:00.001+08:00

OFF TO CAMP!!! =D
Hope to have fun thr..Overnight sehh.
Without my phone...Nvr see mummy and JieJie.
3 DAYS.LoLs.Adventure camp.Must BE NICE HOR.
$70 SIA.Took so hard for me to pay tat u noe!!!HAHAHA.
ALRIGHTS.BYE PEEEPOS xD

Friends

2010-01-25T19:24:00.001+08:00

I just love to disturb and deesiao ppl around me.
To me,its like a type of closeness
and comfortable between me and my frens.
Dun like it,Feel irritated,can't take it anymore,
U can tell me.Cos i'm not u,
i couldn't noe u like my way of treating ppl or not.
Disturb Deesiao,Sometimes i do get overboard,
But pls tell me.I wan to be a fren u feel comfortable with.
I can be good i can be bad,and my only way to make my frens
Sad,Happy,Hyper,Angry,Upset and everything is by disturbing and deesiao-ing
How am i to noe when u dun like it?
Perhaps it is just tat we're not close enough,
tats why u wun like it when i disturb or deesiao.
And perhaps,i already treated u like 1 of my close frens,
tats why i'm like tat.
Those who noes me well,maybe u all noe tat i really love to disturb,
to deesiao,to play and fool around like nobody's business...
But I dun wan any1 to hate me,i dun wan any1 to dislike me.
To everyone out thr.
If u all dun like the way i am,do tell me.
And i'm sorry if i offended any1 of u.
I didn't mean to do it.
I wan to make frens with everyone
Maybe different ppl wants different types of fren.
Maybe i can't be a good fren,then teach me how to =D

JIAYOUS~ NORTHZONE!!

2010-01-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOO~
I GOT BOTH SWEET HEART DE SONGS IN MY BLOGG!!
SHUANG LARH!DAM NICE DE=D
Sec 3 life sian de lo.Totally no fun.HAHaHA.
Homework Homework and Homework.
DIAOOOS~
Jiayous FOR NORTHZONE TML~
I may not play=( haix...
I WILL BE BACK NEXT YEAR!NORTHZONE.U WAIT!=D
Although i couldn't contribute to the team,JIAYOUS ARH!
WE WAN NATIONALS RIGHT?LETS TRY OUR VERY BEST.
MAKES OUR DREAMS COME TRUE!
LETS SOAR UP HIGH!xD

Earth,no Fairyland

2010-01-17T13:29:00.000+08:00

When i thought tat fairytale is going to happen,
That thought countered itself...
I tried so hard...I just couldn't remember it...
What happen?Why wouldn't u tell me?
Why stop everything?-.-
Perhaps u didn't wan me in ur world.I guessed.

HUIXINx33

2010-01-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

I
LOVE
ONG HUI XIN RACHEL!
=D
我
爱
她
王慧馨！！！

C.HUI XIAN DREAMED OF ME!! =)

2010-01-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

C.HUI XIAN DREAMED OF ME LEII!!
COOL HOR!?=D=D=D
So happy larh.first time ppl tell me they dreamed of me.
WOOTS!Today,Stayed at home,do housechores.
WALAO.See i so guai=D LOL=x
Okies,Finished housechores,posting right noW!
Raining outside now!
Rain Rain go away,COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY!
AHHAHAHA.
So bored okay-.- Later maybe GA?hahahas=)

In the dark clouds,
Rain started pouring...
Each raindrop meant i miss u...
Wanna noe how much i miss u?
COUNT THE RAINDROPS=D

SEE BIRD!

2009-12-31T09:50:00.000+08:00

So bored!!This few days really had nth to do-.-
Yesterday cut hair le!Dam short now!!LOL.
Went for councillor urshering for band passing out parade.
Wow~the music was awesome =D
Today~dunno going out or not.
Maybe with Kelvin and Galvin=D
SEE BIRD BIRD.HAHAHHAA!!LOL.
Nth much.Will post again....Soon? =P

宁可睡在与你在一起的梦里，
期待着醒来的那一天，
第一眼见到的，
会是你。。。

Tired

2009-12-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

ROARR.Today went to CWP.
Bought books,pens,socks,Zebra Marker.
Jerrine asked me cor her afew times.
But my phone no money sia.Cannot cor.
Sorry luhx=D
Still lack of 1 book.ARGH.
WHY POPULAR DUN HAVE DE=.=
Okay larh.buy in sch lo.
Buy finish liaos,Mummy wan go drink coffee.
Go horizon.Wan sit down de.Then dunno why.
Say wrong place.wan go the top 1.Cinema thr.
K lo.walked off.Then i saw 1 gal gal stare at me-.-
RUDE SIA.LOL JKJK=D
Tats Jess luh.Stare at me like tico=x
HAHAHHAHAA.okok.I'm just joking=D
Dunno how say hello?I no hand sia.how hello u?LOL=D
okok.I drank DARK CHOCOLATE.walao sweet sia-.-
make me add water into it.After drink drink,went to ntuc.
buy buy buy...jiu go hhome lo~
Ah Liang's umbrella is SESAME STREET DE!
I wan take picture show Jerrine de.Too bad luh :P
Tat Boy boy dun wan let me.Cos i disturb him.HAHAHHA=D
He chased me around the void deck.He was really tired i can see.
LOL LOL.In the end still fail to hit me.WAHAHHAA=D
Till here~

Yawns...

2009-12-26T15:19:00.000+08:00

YOYO!Think i wun be posting later.
So i post now!!=D
Morning watch K.O 3anguo.
And played GA with Kelvin Galvin and QinXiang..
Tats all actually.I played till afternoon sia.LOL.
Dunno if i'm going out later.
Sooo...till here luh=D
GOODBYES.

In the scorching sun,
u blow me wind...

OuTinG

2009-12-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

(Edited)

I WAN GO CUT HAIR=D
Later on luhhx.HAHAHAA
Tml outing dunno still have mah.
See if Er Ge free.
If he is,i'm going alone bah=)
I mean...each invite 1?or something.
But i'm not inviting.
lol.
Had afew books left to buy...
3?or 4?LOL.Okies..
i needa buy pen also-.-

Dun blame me luhh...
seems like u wan go thr mahh...
i dunno larh...i also...talking the opposite way...
i really wished u would follow me.
i dunno wat i talking...hahaha.

Its You...

2009-12-25T12:06:00.000+08:00

Should i cut my hair?
Should i?Should i not?
LOL.See larh-.-
Cut hair also cannot decide.
WALAO eh...Dun feel like cutting.
but like very irritating sia.
Look abit ugly=x
ROARRRR.Okay larh.see my mood.
Later then go cut?or next week liaos.
Sch Reopen first 2 days wun be in class!
Following class 1S2 for orientation=D
WAHAHHAAA.Wonder who my form teacher is.
Next year fun to deesiao anot?LOL.
Looking forward to sch reopen.
AND ALSO dun wish sch to open=.=
HAHAHAA.Nth much to post today lei.
see later have or not.Then i post again luh=D
BYEBYE xDD

Glad =D

2009-12-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

OKAY,TATS YINGJIE DE HAND:P

NICE HOR??=D=D=D

WOW!
Today Mummy's fren they all come celebrate!!
Christmas Eve!!Cool hor=D
The cake so nice.ROARR!!=D
Hahaha.YingJie and her bro came too=D
Didn't really talk much.LOL.
YINGJIE STOLE MY LYCHEE BING BANG T_T
So bad hor!!WALAO EHH.LOL jk larhx :P
Was FUN today~ Cycled with kelvin to Woodlands mart.
Er Ge wasn't thr.but saw tianyong and regine=D
Today my first time ride someone at the back of the bike sia!
Thx Jesper for sacrificing ur life=D
LOL!!He say my skills are great sehH!!
LOL.U DUN SAY GREAT I SURE TAKE UR LIFE.
=x AHHAHAHAHA!!=D
YAWN-.- JERRINE IS CRAZY.
MERRYCHRISTMAS me dunno how many times.
SEE THE TAG>>>
AMEN SOMEMORE-.-
I not christian.Nither is she.Anyhow say!
LOL!!!Thx Kelvin!Pei me cycle.
HE CYCLE TILL THE BIKE SPOIL.
LOL!!!FUNNY SIA=D
Dunno wat thing came out.Dangling thr.
KELVIN SO CUTE LO=X
HAHAHAHAHHAA.
Deesiao u de kelvin=D
HOPE TO HAVE ANOTHER DAY LIKE TODAY!
CYCLE TILL LEG TIRED TIRED =D
-Till here-
=))

Just YOU!

2009-12-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

Why do i love u?
Ans : Because i love u.
LOL!Is thr really a reason to it?
Or its just tat...Thr's too many?
I just hope u'll be happy
I dun wish anything to happen anymore.
Am i really tat important?
I mean...i can't do anything for u.
Or maybe i did some...
Stressing u?hahaa.
Sometimes i doubt my importance.
But i chose to be thr for u.
Cos i noe ur importance to me...